An Unexpected Turn

Since my last post a few things have changed.

We found out the house that we were preparing to purchase is off the market. It's not sold but the owner decided to take if off the market. We are assuming he may have found a rentor or decided to move into the home himself. Either way, it's not available for purchase at the moment.

Friday I ended up back in the triage unit at the hospital and found out that my HCG (pregnancy hormones) levels dropped over a 100 points and we are losing the pregnancy. We were expecting the worse but still shocked that as quickly as we found out we were possibly having twins we found out we were losing them. A very high level of frustration has come out of this for me as I feel as though the physicians could have prepared us more on Wednesday. If I weren't educated I would have thought everything was fine when we left the hospital on Wednesday by the way the physicians explained things to us.

Also on Friday when we were in the triage unit we found out that the main water line into our house broke. So we rushed home to figure out that we couldn't fix it until the morning.

So I guess if it weren't for bad luck we wouldn't have luck at all. I have been praying for guidance and understanding of our circumstances and the only message I can come up with is that God is telling us we need to focus on other things now. That we don't need any more distractions or "wants" right now. So we fixed our water line, we are mending our broken spirit and re-evaluating our direction.